Seeing things differently


Reflecting back on past events, I realize now that there were times, years ago, when people around me wondered if they and I were seeing different things in situations where we should have been seeing the same thing. The answer is yes; that happened a lot.

Back then, I did not know that was happening, but I do know now that there were thousands of instances of other people and I seeing/feeling/hearing/smelling events involving myself very differently from each other—maybe even tens of thousands of times. To be clear, I’m pretty sure it only happened in events involving me directly.

It was suggested to me that on one occasion, it seemed to someone that I was screaming at them to buy me a house. I’ve never done that to anyone, ever. I don’t have any idea what I was really doing at the time when it seemed to them that I was screaming at them because I don’t know when this seemed to them to be happening, but I do know for sure that I’ve never screamed at anyone to buy a house for me.

I do not think others and I are seeing things differently anymore. But if it does still happen, I’m certain it is very infrequent.

So, why was it happening? I’m sorry, but that answer is going to have to come later. Ugh…

For now though, I will go ahead and be the first to say to me, Welcome to reality, Santi!! You’re going to like it!!

God bless all of you!